Monday, July 05, 2010
Friday, July 02, 2010
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Second Step
Monday, June 28, 2010
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Looking Forward
Heart and Soul
Looking forward, 18 weeks from now, three changes I will have made that show I’m more aligned with what’s important to me at a heart and soul level are:
Healthy living will be a natural part of my life.
I will have the energy to enjoy each day.
I will feel good about myself and be able to share that with those I love.Emotions
Looking forward, 18 weeks from now, the three most predominant inner feelings which describe what I’ll be experiencing are:
Confident of having control over my body.
Excited about the improvements and eager to continue.
Inspired to encourage others to seek transformations.Mindset
Three new patterns of thinking or beliefs which expand my ability to make healthy changes for the better will be:
My results will speak for my intent.
I will greet the day with enthusiasm.
I'll prove one is never too old or too out of shape to change.Body
Three objectively verifiable statements which will describe the new and improved condition of my body 18 weeks from now are:
Within 18 weeks, I will be under 180 lbs.
My body fat percentage will be in the low twenties.
I will tuck my shirt into my pants.Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Self-Assessment and Awareness
Heart and Soul
Having looked inward to do some soul-searching, three heartfelt reasons for making the decision to transform my health and life are:
I'm tired all the time. I want to live my days instead of just letting the pass one at a time.
I want to set an example for my wife, so that we can both enjoy our lives for a long time.
I do not like the way I feel in my own body. It seems that I am always slightly sick.Emotions
In recent days and weeks, the three most predominant inner feelings I have been experiencing are:
Fear about my physical condition and the potential for heart attack, stroke, and diabetes.
Ashamed of my condition.Mindset
Three patterns of thinking or beliefs which may have limited my ability to change in the past are:
I'm too old.
I'm too busy.
I'm too tired.Body
Three objectively verifiable statements which reflect my physical condition right now are:
My weight, first thing in the morning, I've eaten, is 208 lbs.
My body fat is 42 %. My mid-section measurement at the widest point is 48 inches.
My present physical condition is evident in my before photo.Tuesday, June 22, 2010
I Really Mean It This Time
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Thank You Mother Nature
Monday, June 14, 2010
Sunday, June 13, 2010
Transformer

No...not that kind....this
I've come to a conclusion about why my attempts at losing weight and getting fit seem to fizzle out all the time. It's mainly because I'm adding things, like diet and exercise, to my lifestyle...but not really changing all the stuff in my life which caused the need in the first place. To put it simply, what I have been doing isn't working because the way I live isn't working; at least as far as fitness is concerned. I can lose weight..sure. I can exercise...big deal. Nothing changes because nothing has changed.Sunday, June 06, 2010
Tuesday, June 01, 2010
Turkey Burgers
Monday, May 31, 2010
Monday, May 24, 2010
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Off Track
I come in contact with a lot of people at work. I have conversations with them, my shoulder gets cried on, I get yelled at, I shake hands, and I get a few unavoidable hugs. Some of these people don't practice the best hygiene and many of them shuffle around with all kinds of cold and flu germs. So...I get em. My immune system is actually quite strong but, once in a while, I catch a doozy of a bug and it just lays me out for a couple of weeks. Saturday, May 08, 2010
Breathe Easy
Driving around as I do on Saturdays when I'm at work. Mostly it's an easy, laid-back day. I go visit somebody there. Go check up on somebody at another place. Drive, drive, drive....listen to the radio....think about my upcoming days off....just truckin' like the Do-Dah Man with the window down and enjoying a nice spring day.
Whilst driving down one road this afternoon; however, I notice a whole bunch of fire trucks and police cars converge on an intersection and people proceed to run in several directions at once. I couldn't figure out what was going on until I drove right beside the tank that had fallen off the trailer in the photo above. It was full of anhydrous ammonia and the valve had evidently broken off.
I caught a lung full which felt like somebody had hit me in the chest with a baseball bat. Then I was unable to keep my eyes open. I floored my pickup and made a very sharp turn, fumbling to turn the air conditioning on full blast to clear out the air in my cab. The whole thing lasted no more than a few seconds but it seemed to be enough time for me to think to myself "If I don't get out of here now, I'm going to pass out and die" and "I hope I don't drive into another car or a house or some poor sap on the sidewalk".
I didn't die and I managed to keep from killing somebody else. It did get me thinking about what's important. I had all kinds of important things in my mind before I came alongside the broken tank. After all...I have an important job doing important stuff. I have a lot of important thoughts to think.
Except when I took a whiff of the ammonia. Then, like magic, the only thing I was able to focus on was getting my next breath.
Zen masters call it a moment of clarity.




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