Weekly Stats

Bit of a slack the past few days.  I dislocated a toe.  Tiny thing to keep me from exercise, but it hurt like the dickens.  I'm hoping to make up for it this week.

Wednesday Cat Blogging

 

Weekly Stats

Hey Bill

Self Absorbed

I have a few friends that have informed me that my desire to lose a bunch of weight and become physically fit is a bit narcissistic....that I have some type of unhealthy love affair with my body image.

 Oh brother....that could not be further from the truth.

 You see, in my house, the only mirror I look at with any regularity is the one in my bathroom...and I only look there for shaving purposes. I don't want to see what is below my neck. But I did something today that I have rarely done; I stood in front of a full length mirror and looked at myself for a good 15 minutes. I mean....really looked. It was painful. I did not like at all what I saw. Gone were the over sized shirts and there was my belly in all of it's sagging glory. This is not me. This is not what I am. I want that fat man in the mirror to go away. Starting Monday....I will begin to transform that image in the mirror and extend my best if used by date.

 Actually, I guess I started tonight. It's more than my body I want to work on.