Monday, September 16, 2013
Well Hell...Here I Go Again
I'm up late at night, avoiding going to bed, because I plan to quit smoking tomorrow. Getting that last cigarette in and mourning the process of yet another attempt in giving up the filthy habit.
I've tried several times. A couple of attempts have been for several days..even weeks...but I always relapse and quickly return to my pack a day habit. It's really the one thing keeping me from my goal. Not diet. Not exercise. Smoking is the most damaging thing to my health and life hands down.
Plus, it's costing me a friggin fortune.
Tomorrow is going to suck. May as well suck it up and face it. Goodnight.